Someday We'll Know

A wise person once said, "24 hours is insufficient not for the busy, but for those with ill-managed time..."

A-huh. Such as moi.

So much to do, so much to think about, so little time, so CLICHED!

How???

Yours truly have been back for almost 2 weeks now, but she's still in holiday mood, and mode. 4th year is hot on her heels and yet she's not in the right frame of mind for school.

How???

Since she's been back, she's attended 3 interviews for pre-registration positions (just know it as training jobs is good enough). One was good, one was bad, one was ok. People say it usually gets better but for her, it seemed to go downhill after round 1...

Why???

Her last round of interview (in Brighton) left her slightly scarred. It was for a hospital she's previously worked for and had gotten rather satisfactory feedback. Yet she was rejected a place.

Why???

Thankfully, she's been offered a position with Royal Brompton and Harefield Hospital NHS Trust, but the twist is that she will be spending 50% of her time (equalling 25 weeks) at Harefield Hospital (all the way in rural Middlesex) while the other 25 weeks will be at Royal Brompton in Fulham. It takes almost 1.5 hours to travel to Harefield from South Kensington (where hospital accommodation is based). 3 precious hours everyday merely for getting to and off work.

How???

Should she take it or leave it???

She is mentally tired. Yet couldn't sleep.

How???

She thought of watching some movies from her DVD collection to chill for a bit, but found that her D: Drive has miraculously removed itself from the system and she's left with no D: Drive.

How???

She looked at the pile of things waiting for her to clear. Documents, receipts, letters, timetables, 4th year module handbook. The last thing caught her eye. Maybe reading this may make her want to go to bed, and actually put her to sleep. But the light suddenly went off...

She realised the fluorescent bulb has fused, but the hall maintenance guy will only be back on Monday, so she would have to live in the dark till then.

How???

This song came on her radio player...

So many questions...Need an answer...I bought a ticket to the end of the rainbow...I watched the stars crash in the sea...If I could ask God just one question...Why aren't you here with me?...Tonight...

I guess Someday We'll Know, baby. Someday.